By Sabrina Dawkins
School
I used to convince myself that trail mix was healthy. It tasted good. But the raisins, dried cranberries, and chocolate were candy, junk food. Now I regularly eat peanuts and almonds, but not trail mix. When I was growing up, everyone around me told me that school was a good thing. The idea was to get as much education as you could in order to get a good job. No one told me that public school was Satan’s domain.
I went to only state-funded public schools and universities and was taught evolution in high school. The only class in which God was even mentioned was an undergraduate class on world religions. Looking back on it, my mostly social science education was not only godless, it consisted of theories, guesses, and misinformation. But I was so focused on completing the flood of assignments and readings in college that I didn’t have time to really question whether or not any of it was true. Each day I’d force-feed myself more of the information and complete assignments in order to get that degree and hopefully a good job afterwards. I didn’t realize at the time that I was stuffing my mind with junk.
Children are taught to read—people who can’t read are extremely disadvantaged. They are taught math, which is needed in order to balance a checkbook. That is the healthy food portion of school. But the junk food mixed in are all of the godless theories they learn as well, the false interpretations of history, the fictional books as required readings. Education and growth stop once you start learning fiction instead of facts. Yes, you will still be memorizing information, but the kind that will sabotage you, stunt your growth, make you drunk and confused with so much contradictory and unresolvable information floating around in your head. The state-run school institution creates a massive wound in the mind and soul that cannot heal and is not meant to heal. All the false information that is stuffed inside of the minds of the victims is meant to break them and distract them from ever seeking the truth because they are sent on so many dead-end paths, trails of half-truths, godless theories, and charlatans pontificating.
When I graduated from undergrad, I felt like I’d just stepped off a merry-go-round: finally a calm after the dizzying bombardment of so much dubious information. And I had a hangover. It was as if a liebrarian had spilled a frothing bottle of beer on the carpet and walked away, and I was left to clean it up by myself. I was left with so much false information that would have to be cleaned out of my head in order to make room for the truth. And the process only started close to four years after I’d graduated from grad school.
Church
I received a fake baptism at a false church as a child, where the pastor preached a disjointed, incorrect interpretation of scripture. The only thing I felt was the discomfort of cold, dead water on my skin. The Holy Spirit baptism is supposed to remove the beast nature to allow the Holy Spirit to freely work through you. You essentially become a new person. When I was Holy Spirit baptized around early 2012, I became repulsed by many things that I had thought and done before. It was an immediate switch—that’s not to say no further growth was needed afterwards; I am still in the refining process. But there was a definite and immediate change, a clear break from past impulses, inclinations, and preferences.
My childhood pastor’s sermons had no power. In fact, they led me away from the real and living God because I wasn’t changed by the sermons or the baptism. Christianity didn’t even make sense to me back then; consequently, God could not be real. The preacher could not explain the nuances in the Bible, the symbolism, the fulfilled prophesy. Church was like school: I was being given information that didn’t fit together in any meaningful way.
I remember shortly before the Holy Spirit baptism, I had become increasingly curious about Christianity after separating myself from the world (worked from home). I was reading about it on the Internet. I was having vivid dreams that provided proof that Christianity was more than a dusty book sitting in the same place on the coffee table for years at my parents’ house. If this Christianity thing was invading my dreams, then there had to be some truth to it. Now the Holy Spirit teaches me how to correctly interpret the Bible.
You become lighter in weight when you shed the beast costume and rely on the Holy Spirit. The spirit world is subtle on earth, and you realize it has to be to preserve free will. You notice subtleties that you wouldn’t have before. You notice the subtle inner voice.
Genetics
I remember a dream from around late 2011 in which I was pulled up and out of a tub of water. Left behind standing in the tub was a female with pale skin, blond hair, and a long snake tongue. In another dream in a dark room was a mixed girl: half black, half white. She was half human and half robot, so she had limited control over her own functions: The robotic portion of her could be controlled by outside forces. It was a sad sight to see.
Why do you think Satan needed Eve in order to create his serpent seed race? She had a living womb through which he could give life to his children. He couldn’t do it on his own: He is not God. The life in Eve gave his children the spark of life necessary. But while God’s blueprint for human life included free will, Satan’s did not. He created his children to be easily controlled by him, like programmable robots. The pilot for the HBO series Westworld is a good analogy: robots who don’t know they’re robots.
Any race can be controlled by evil spirits. Any person who doesn’t house the Holy Spirit is susceptible to demon possession. Only the Holy Spirit can guard the house and prevent demons from entering it. Without it, you are an open door. But when a body is specifically designed by evil spirits to be easily possessed and controlled, there is the huge problem of demon possession, but the even bigger problem of the person being more comfortable with demon possession than without it because the body was created specifically to be compatible with demon possession. God created the black man and woman. All the mixed races all the way over to the opposite side of the continuum, which is the white race, are a corruption of the original black man and woman and indicative of Nephilim genetics for easy possession.
Conclusion
Corrupted genetics, false education, and the false church have been barriers preventing people from receiving the Holy Spirit.